larry's blog

What am I studying for?

2011-10-11T02:38:00.001+08:00

Recently have been studying all night for just a few mid term tests. Been so long since i have really studied for anything.
I dont know is it me or the life of a uni student is like this, mugging non stop. Is this the life I have been looking forward to since poly and NS?
Might be due to me not putting much effort to study, end up sleeping at 3 to 4 am daily. Haha last minute mugging. There are also so many other problems to face. Lets just hope things will get better. A good rest is what i need for now. Especially after the mid term...

Who can save me now?

Sign

2011-09-24T02:08:00.001+08:00

I felt so lost now, who can tell me what should I do now? Is the sign I saw this morning the correct way to follow? Or is it just a prank played on me?

Death

2010-03-07T04:27:00.003+08:00

If dying could solve all problems and not cause any worries to anyone... it would have been the god damn best solution to solve all my pains.... no?

Life

2010-02-13T01:38:00.002+08:00

If life isn't going to follow what you want it to be like.. what for going all out and living... most choices and decision are not what we wanted. but what can we do?. if life is determined to be so unfair and unreasonable, theres no point making us suffer so much just to live and die; live and die...

If every decision I made just doesn't give me the same pay out, what for I work so hard just to get fuck in the ass...

Am I really a joke to life??

Feeling depression

2009-12-27T17:06:00.003+08:00

Three reason why I'm really feeling damn depressed because I am booking in again..

I dont like to leave home..
I want to spend time with my family instead of staying out to train and protect them, as what everyone will say. its the same thing isnt it? spending time together comparing with spending time to learn to protect them...i still think the first one is better.. haiz

I dont like regimental stuff...
Regimental may be good. but i see no point stressing ourself out just because we missed out greeting one superior by accident or often; we really didnt see him... and we got punished for that..

I don't wanna be so stressed... simply i just want to live a simple life... is it possible??

another one year plus to go.. lets hope i dun die of depression any sooner.

fuck it

who can understand?

2009-12-27T02:23:00.002+08:00

Its another week of the boring life... trying to stay awake in the late night.. but there's actually no body for me to talk to... everyone seems to be busy with their own life.. or with other of the same interest.. i just cant seems to find anyone with the same interest as me to get along with.. or do i even have any interest at all..

NS is draining me out... physically and mentally.. im getting more and more exhausted day after day... i just wish for this 2 years to be over ASAP.. seriously ASAP...

who can really understand my pain?

Lonely

2009-12-18T01:50:00.002+08:00

sometimes I feels so lonely by my own. I don't think I actually have many friends that I can actually talk to, or perhaps just call out to chill around. even if I have friends they will either be busy in their own life.. loneliness has always been a gift given to me... haha

Changes in life

2009-11-28T18:27:00.002+08:00

its funny how NS actually can change a person.. Now I have started to appreciate alot of things, even if it is just a small issue. Time is also very important to me now.. and it is seriously very hard to really meet up with friends or family with that little amount of freedom... 1 week and 2 days to POP..

:)

off to ns

2009-09-10T01:12:00.002+08:00

larry is going off to ns for 2 years, wouldn't be bloggin much, not that i have bee ndoing that recently. just lost mood for blogging, alright if anyone is looking for me can give me an sms. and i prolly will reply at night..

wis me good luck for ns man =/ i need it haha

and happy birthday blogspot =x

Happy Birthday

2009-08-10T01:43:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Larry.

I am 20 years old today. Been through life for 20 years. See many things change. and seeing myself change. for the good for the bad....

2o years of life has made me think about many things, maybe its me being more matured or I just plainly think too much... haha

Happy birthday yesterday Singapore.
And Happy birthday to myself today...

bye

2009-07-17T00:59:00.001+08:00

havent been doing much this few days. haiz

but terrible things still happen. thats life pretty, much horrible

i have got nothing else now .

bye

memories

2009-06-25T04:22:00.001+08:00

low wai leong. althought i called myself larry.
born on 10 august 1989.
age is seventeen years 9 months and 11 days.
i am agoraphobia and also an inferior complex.
i am a short and a below average boy you see in your street sometimes.
not tanned and not muscular, never was good in sports nor studies.
there world never made spaces for me, and the society never leave a place for me.
the time also never did waited for me.

found this lil post posted years ago. haha

i kinda miss my school and my friends now..

past

2009-06-22T02:42:00.001+08:00

been reading through my previous posts years ago and realise that i have been such an bastard + idiot haha. its fun to read throught those posts and think about what was going through my mind when i was blogging those posts, thats the purpose of me blogging isnt it?

hawt

2009-06-20T04:00:00.001+08:00

the weather is just too warm, and I can't really sleep, tried sleeping but failed miserably. man, when will the weather turn cool enough just for me to sleep as and when I want??

been sleeping 4 am everyday, thats the worst thing in life, please let me sleep early =x

all about growing up

2009-06-17T02:23:00.002+08:00

I used to call unknown people on the street aunties and uncles, now I'm beganing to call them 小姐 and 先生.

man, talk about growing up.

because people starts calling me uncle already. am i that old?

Pathetic

2009-06-12T23:22:00.002+08:00

Went clubbing ytd, got so fucking drunk and made myself look so fucking pathetic. lol. terrible. I swear i will not drink so much again anymore. damn, thanks all my buddy who manage to get me home and tahan my drunk acts... haha sorry dudes

Crimsons Temptation

2009-06-04T15:44:00.005+08:00

guys do visit this blogshop they have great deals and stuff :)

left out?

2009-05-30T02:07:00.001+08:00

sometimes it is really hard for me to find someone to talk to, maybe i have not been spending my time properly with everyone around me.. or maybe this is just how life should be..

we would be better by just keeping everything inside us... haiz

i have been taking on temp work for the past 2 weeks. its over already, im finally free again..
but everyone around me just seems to be so busy.. why?

is it really that hard to find someone who can understand me?

Package

2009-05-15T10:47:00.002+08:00

Something came over to my house this morning :D

I found this inside (:

wahahahaha my driving license ;x

Graduation

2009-05-12T01:00:00.004+08:00

Today is the graduation for Ngee Ann LSCT students

It starts at 8 am, larry has to drag his butt off the bed and go to school, after so long not waking up so early, haha.

Grab everything and left go school, register and went for briefing, blah blah.

Graduation ceremony starts and off go everything..

once graduation end, it marks the start of another phase of larry's life already, this few months larry has been bored at home, friends are either working or studying.

haiz. sometimes it is the best to be still studying at least u see ur friends 5 times a week haha..

graduation

2009-05-05T02:51:00.000+08:00

grad's coming. may 11th, dunno if I should drive to school on that day =/

hmm

Tired

2009-04-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

I finally passed my driving test on my first try.

Bid goodbye to BBDC and the counter 4 lady.

but now what? got license no car drive, and NS is coming soon..

man...

and NTU offered me a place in biological science, hmm.
Got a place in University, got my license, going for army soon..

I still feel so empty, what else am I missing?

sucks

2009-04-20T02:31:00.001+08:00

life's boring

123

2009-03-24T02:43:00.002+08:00

what is love?
have you love someone more then you love yourself?
do we need love?
what is hatred?

there are many thing larry wishes to say, but somehow, he isnt able to speak out what he wants. many problems are kept deep inside. sometimes he wish that he will get dead drunk and able to express out all his worry to everyone without holding back anything. but he just couldnt. he doesnt even know why is he holding. there are things in the world he couldnt even tell his bestest friend. anyway does he really have a bestest friend?

he couldnt say that he is having the worst life ever in the world, but he isnt having the best life either.but sometimes he is just having a hard time trying to figure out what is happening. what is he actually suppose to do.

sometimes life sucks, sometime life's good.. perhaps this is happening to everyone else too...

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2009-03-11T01:00:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

What?

2009-03-01T23:23:00.003+08:00

Holiday is here, to finally make up what i have lot over the past 3 years of studies, I decided to do this

2 computer in a room to game the shit out of me, the old laptop monitor is spoilt have to replace with a LCD TV :P

Graduation

2009-02-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

Today is my last day of polytechnic studies, provided that I dont fail any modules.

And I super bus today, did super alot of things. went down alot places and studying on the MRT, it isnt that fun as it might seem hahas.

Wasnt able to sleep well for past few days, basically the whole week i was sleeping at 3 am and waking up at random time.

Went for the last paper in my whole polytechnic life.

Althought sometimes school can be super bad and boring, due to works and the lecturers, but there are also many fun things. Things that make you look back and think, thinking about them just put a smile on your face somehow.

This phase of life is over already for me, now Im moving towards NS already. oh gosh, and Uni application, hope i can go into the course I have chosen. man..

Emo cause haven't study finish genomics

2009-02-19T21:12:00.002+08:00

larry was so bored of studying genomic. Okay he wasn't really concentrating...

he drew this on msn instead ._.

the master piece 'Emo Cause Haven't Study Finish Genomics'

lol

back to studies...

just when you thought everything was over...

2009-02-12T21:02:00.003+08:00

...exams come slapping you in your head

time to stop fooling around and concentrate hahas

me acting dumb and looking really dumb

Anubis and Osiris

2009-02-08T00:56:00.003+08:00

Where can we find all the answer to life?

Why do we have to suffer in life when we are suposeto enjoy life?

Why are we born to fear death when we are going to face death?

Why are all of us given all the knowledge to fear the knowledge?

Who can answer them?

Why do we need an answer?

Why are we created?

faithy

2009-02-07T23:54:00.001+08:00

Yes I completed Mirror's Edge after one week, short and fun game wahahaha.

boring school life :(

life is like 1 + 1

2009-01-16T01:11:00.000+08:00

busy busy, project projects, games games.

thats life for larry... hahas

lonely lonely christmas

2008-12-25T03:50:00.001+08:00

its yet another christmas, kinda bored at home so went drawing some santa clause.

haha, yea, im that bored and lonely at home during christmas ):

1 plus 1 is always two; no more no less

2008-12-18T00:57:00.002+08:00

Havent been feeling likethis for a long time. why?

FYP poster is finally done. good luck for presentation wai leong....

dont screw up.

life's still the same

hello baby

2008-12-14T03:53:00.001+08:00

Long time no post, due to laptop breaking down and exams.

heh. got my new laptop today, Asus F8Vr, hope its durable, better then Acer bah. Acer kinda give up on me. Broken Desktop and Laptop all from Acer -_- and I guess I am not the only one having these problems ;3

Exams are pretty good, kinda easy, just some minor mistakes, shouldn't be a big problem. Final Year Exams are the ones to worry about. no?

ABCDEFG All the way to the G~

2008-11-23T17:41:00.002+08:00

Another week past, without any much accomplishment. FYP still the same, results still the same, the only thing that has changed is the amount of days left before graduation and final exams.. omgish..

:(

things better change much, give me back my Aces.. hahas

Why

2008-11-16T15:02:00.001+08:00

Starting to get lousier and lousier result for my short quizes everyweek. beginning to not understand what the shit the question is asking, and sometimes dont even understand what the stupid MCQ options are talking about. is it the teacher doesn't know his english or is it me not understand the damn module at all??

feeling stress already, last semester of studies already, must get good grades, but the modules are so hard. haiz..

why//

2008-11-05T00:18:00.000+08:00

How does it feels like to be empty?

i feel like i cant catch up with school anymore, is this what happens when you are away from school for 6 months?? or is this just plain laziness from me?

i dont know.

life is definitely still moving on and not waiting for those who are left behind..//

bomb in an envelope

2008-10-18T17:39:00.009+08:00

Few days back larry recieved something from his school...

an school envelope....

On the envelope(:

inside the envelope is a letter and a certificate (:

ta-dah~ (:

bye :D

tsunami

2008-10-10T01:15:00.001+08:00

larry is like having this raging crazy headache now...

and he is feeling so empty :(

story book

2008-10-09T00:17:00.002+08:00

what if one day you woke up and realize that you have traveled through time and back at when you were still a child.

how will you feel? what will you do?

will you help out in the world by announcing predictions of disasters that are about to strike the earth? terrorist attacks?

or will you live your life avoiding mistakes you had made/will be going to make?

what if you just wake up and realize its all a dream??

what if larry is just a make-up character....

smell it

2008-10-05T01:14:00.001+08:00

I am going to do something BIG.

by saying BIG it mean the thing will shock the whole world...yes...the whole globe

and it seriously will be BIG and messy \\

一百万！

2008-10-03T23:55:00.001+08:00

詞：曲：原唱：黃一飛

提供者：李紅真添加/審核：李紅真

一百萬
詞/曲：黃一飛

若是我有一百萬一百萬我有一百萬一世人就輕鬆
無講無人知講到真歹勢吃甲彼呢大漢擱不曾坐飛機
打拼彼多年無車無厝擱無愛人看人娶某擱做生意
有錢擱有勢若是我有一百萬我要坐飛機
我要遊世界HAWAII曬太陽日本吃壽司

若是我有一百萬我要買車買厝山珍甲海味
啥人卡福氣來乎我做某若是我有一百萬一百萬
若是你有欠用錢開嘴免客氣若是我有一百萬

無講無人知講到真歹勢吃甲彼呢大漢擱不曾坐飛機
打拼彼多年無車無厝擱無愛人看人娶某擱做生意
有錢擱有勢若是我有一百萬我要坐飛機
我要遊世界義大利飲咖啡路邊吃Spaghetti

若是我有一百萬我要買車買厝買店來收租閒閒免做工
帶狗去散步若是我有一百萬一百萬若是你有欠用錢開嘴免客氣
若是我有一百萬一百萬十千八千拿去用免還嘛無問題
若是我有一百萬一百萬口白：朋友啊,你想一百萬真多啊!

knn

2008-10-03T01:22:00.000+08:00

i am going to rant alot now. so the language will be fuck'd.
im so fucked up now. im trying to sleep. but my fucking room don belong to me only. im sharing it with a monster who snore like fucking pig. my small room fits TWO beds, cupboard and table. i bang my leg often. i cant even fucking do wad i wan with a nose waiting to poke in anymoment everyday. sometimes i cant even study late in the nite cos monster nid slp... fuckk!! life so fuck... back aching like fuck. and daniel jus said shit to me. cheebye

good?

2008-10-03T00:18:00.002+08:00

i've been feeling terrible these few days. dont know what is happening and what are causing all these... feel terrible over what? dont know. dont even know what are these ;/

and i think i have split personality :(

haiz.

looking at people, all of them seems to be living good. maybe it is just what are showing on the outer skin. maybe deep inside them, they are all feeling the same. maybes.//

if only larry can see through what everyone is thinking about. if only..

ahhh. life isnt so exciting as what people says.. or is it?

feeling nausea now//

Failure is not an option

2008-09-30T15:56:00.002+08:00

argh...

no...no...no...

2008-09-29T00:58:00.004+08:00

F1 Grand Pix Singapore race is over.

blah blah...

went for 4E4 gathering last saturday. not many turn up, blah blah...

slacked at home, blah blah...

people usually aren't what they portrait themselves to be... everyone is just hidden under a mask...

the back aches again...

_____________________
a few days back, my ex poly classmate showed me something which i found very true. its a horoscope kind thingy, of my birthdate.
it goes like this...

"一般人很难了解8月10日出生的人的内心世界，虽然他们也很想找个可以倾诉的听众，却根本无法敞开心胸谈论个人的心事。"

i'll try to translate it...

"An August 10th borned's inner world is difficult to be understood, although he wishes to look for the audience he is able to pour out on, he is actually unable to open up to discuss his worries."

my translation is quite bad, but its actually something that goes like that... haiz

电视是一部机关枪，瞄准收视者。

smalll

2008-09-27T12:22:00.001+08:00

larry's room is so small that everytime he goes in or out of his room he will bang into something..

legs are now blueblackedd...

:(

melamineeeeeeee

2008-09-22T00:06:00.001+08:00

1)中国人在食品中完成了化学扫盲
　　从大米里我们认识了石蜡
　　从火腿里我们认识了敌敌畏
　　从咸鸭蛋、辣椒酱里我们认识了苏丹红
　　从火锅里我们认识了福尔马林
　　从银耳、蜜枣里我们认识了硫磺
　　从木耳中认识了硫酸铜
　　今天三鹿又让同胞知道了三聚氰胺的化学作用

2)三鹿2008年最新流行广告词出炉
1，喝三鹿牌奶粉，当残奥会冠军
2，天天喝三鹿，绝对省尿布
3，三鹿奶粉，三聚化工集团荣誉出品
4，喝三鹿，尿钻石。一般人我不告诉他。
5，广告做得好，不如三鹿结石好
6，每天一斤奶，强壮中国肾
7，好结石，三鹿造
8，中秋送礼，三鹿奶粉！
9，喝三鹿奶,人民医院感谢你
10，牛喝三鹿结牛黄,狗喝三鹿长狗宝
11，三鹿奶粉，后妈的选择
11。每天喝三鹿直奔黄泉路
12。三鹿奶粉喝了以后，嘿，这腰也不疼了，腿也不酸了，连心脏也不跳了.

its friday

2008-09-19T20:22:00.006+08:00

Yet another boring day of larry. kinda bored so larry played with his sister's DS the whole day. its funny how larry misses school when he isnt going to school, and hate school when he is in school.

argh somethings wrong with the lappie...

and larry recieve reminder letter for NS registration today :(

*off searching theme for larry's phone*

its friday

2008-09-19T20:22:00.001+08:00

GPA

2008-09-18T17:18:00.007+08:00

Got back result 3 days ago..

CURRENT SEMESTER CREDIT UNITS OBTAINED : 24.0000	DATE OF EXAM : AUG 2008
CURRENT SEMESTER GRADE POINT AVERAGE : 4.0000

My second GPA of 4.00..

RESULT : Passed
CUMULATIVE GPA : 3.3644

But the cumulative is like shit. how to go university like this??

thanks to the 2 lousy scores I've gotten of GPA 2.8.. haiz. regret did not study harder last time :(

help me

2008-09-17T18:40:00.007+08:00

Just now when larry was about to go out of his house to go jogging. larry smelled something bad.

larry opened his house door and saw this...

the fire is so big but dunno why the camera cannot capture the fire :(( the smoke also very big
then also got bom bom bom coming from the house. think is the TV, radio, rice cooker, air con kena the fire then explode :((

there are also many many kaypos like larry...

several minutes later then this big red and slow monster came, but the fire already gone liao. left many many smoke only. the house also become charcoal only...

another 3 minutes orso later another big red and slow monster came.

then larry saw someone being carried out from the lift by the fireman 叔叔 on the paramedic wheelchair.

many many fireman 叔叔 trying to put out the ~~fire~~ smoke...

the place become like this after being put out... the whole patch orh lulu already :(

tomorrow is maybe will habb people come paint paint

heng not larry's flat block on fire :(( if not larry become roasted larry :3

oh ya and then hor during the fire hor got this lady keep talking that what she call the fire engine come, talk like she hero like that. but she say actually she call liao the fire department say got people call liao :3
she say so loud larry at 2nd floor also can hear hear

this is the lady lor...

bye bye

# 531

2008-09-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

No.. not this...

why like this?

2008-09-08T23:45:00.001+08:00

I dragged my ass from school back home this afternoon, so tired and wanting to sleep like an ass, but guess what? Now its night time and I can't make myself sleep. hell man.

tomorrow is just another day again );

为什么？？

2008-08-23T02:56:00.004+08:00

为什么？？

here puppy puppy!!

2008-08-22T00:47:00.007+08:00

Today went jogging at Bukit Batok Nature Reserve with du5k.

Jogging INTO the Nature Reserve, guess what?? We went in, and 3 German Shepherds were staring at us.

Two blacks and one white.

We ignored them, and carry on, as they didn't disturb us, we don't disturb them, 井水不犯河水。。

Who knows, when we want to exit the Nature Reserve, they started following us, getting closer and closer and closer. The next thing I knew is the two of us went running off our ass towards the exit. with 3 big dogs running after our ass.

haha.. but we outrun them anyway, guess they were just playing with us :(

They look like this and is damn big...

so you think you can lie?

2008-08-17T03:28:00.009+08:00

There are two types of people in the world that get recognized/noticed by others easily.

Firstly are super outstanding people/People on the top

Like Micheal Phelps, Usain Bolt, politicians blah blah

Secondly are super bad guys/terrifying characters/ people that does something terrible

Like Mas Selamat, Osama blah blah

And average person often goes unnoticed.

even in schools, top student get recognized, students with very bad attitude/results get noticed while average student goes in one corner and no body notices them.

So its either you become the top or just get rotten and do all the bad things. don't ever be an average dude.

人生是从来都不公平的。
活着的人们都是在寻找如何让他在他的世界里发光发亮。
找了老半天，才发现原来别人总比他发得更亮更刺眼。
一整世都要比人更强比人更好。
做人何必那么辛苦呢？

这就是我们所谓的家园/our homeland。。。。

No political films please, we're Singaporeans

NS for Singaporeans, Jobs & Scholarship for FT

2008-08-06T00:14:00.006+08:00

FT first, Citizen last??

我们真的有这么可怜吗？

buuu buu

2008-08-05T00:04:00.001+08:00

Wherever you will go - The calling

Huh?

2008-08-04T23:33:00.001+08:00

好无聊的一个礼拜又开始了。。。

在这里祝那开读大学的朋友们: 读书愉快哦！！

哈哈

FYP是什么呀？？哈哈

any one?

2008-07-24T02:08:00.000+08:00

who is willing to donate their DNA for my FYP experiments?

it wouldn't hurt, just scrap some cheek cells off your mouth.

haha

time to fail napfa.. haiz

#521 getting softer

2008-06-23T18:18:00.001+08:00

Today is the first day of school after attachment at IBN @ biopolis.

Pretty much nothing happened. But went back to school the atmosphere is really different from IBN. Dunno why, IBN seems pretty dead and quiet??? haha. Or maybe the school has many people of my age, and perhaps my friend and many cute mei mei. haha.

Does emo people have emo dreams? been having many weird dream this few days. haha.. terrible stuff..

chionging report liao, bye

#520 going strong

2008-05-19T00:42:00.002+08:00

I don't know what is wrong with me, maybe I don't wish to know. Yeah, maybes.

Maybe I should fuck myself.
Fuck you waileong..

吃饱没事做，自找麻烦，该死。。。

good bye

敬礼

2008-05-17T12:12:00.003+08:00

一个星期就这样过了，真没意思。。。

呆呆蠢蠢。。

Dumb Show

2008-05-02T00:46:00.005+08:00

Found this video in my computer and decided to edit to making it more cheeky.

Enjoy

Dumb Magic Show
Cast: Wei Sheng, Wai Leong and Wai Teck

In case the words are very blur:

WS: You see ar
WL: ya...see what
WS: just watch lar
WL: ok ok
WS: they are separated hor
WS: watch here carefully
WT: *oi don't film me lar*
WS: TAAAADAAAA stick together liao
WL: SIAO KIA -_-|l'

英歌立死 (English)

2008-04-18T18:55:00.004+08:00

Thanks to someone (I think is the only one that reads my blog after I forced her) I decided to blog in both Mandarin and English.. Haha. No! Just joking...

Today is just a bad day. Nothing much to blog. Just trying to show how lousy my English Language is. Haha.. Good bye sucker Larry :D

太阳真美丽

2008-04-17T22:24:00.004+08:00

这是我在IBN　Ｂｉｏｐｏｌｉｓ上班这么久以来的第一次能在下班时看得到太阳，到了家以后，太阳还挂在空中。　平时的我下班时，太阳以早就下山了，或者是到了家以后，太阳公公就已经不见了。

就这样过了一天。。。

PS:
本来这部落格的blogskin是没得救了。手痒的我为了要更新部落格的面貌，删掉了许多不改删掉的html code. 多谢有了Google的Cached service，让我能把删掉的东西给找回来。

我就是这样。。

2008-04-08T00:35:00.003+08:00

上周头脑吞了许多炸弹。前几天眼睛吃了好多的糖果。今天心情啃了更多的石头。

心灵吃完了这样多餐以后，就觉得整个人的生活有点儿空虚。想要做点儿事，但又不知该做什么，也不知道要从哪儿做起。。。真是无奈呀

只好天天这样，过一天算一天，说不定久而久之整个人就会习惯起这样的生活（其实本人已经有一点儿习惯了）。

啊！真是无聊透顶了呀。。。。

又过了一天

2008-03-31T21:17:00.002+08:00

他：“嘿！你最近压力很大是吗？”
我：“哈？为什么这样讲呢？”
他：“没什么啦。因为你脸上有好多豆豆嘛！”
我: -_- *啐啐念*去你妈的。。。

脸上有豆豆也不是我要的。。这世上有谁不希望自己是个大帅哥大美女呢？

他妈的。。。

就是这么的一天

2008-03-29T23:10:00.004+08:00

这几天好闷哦。

什么事情都做不好。连电脑都在欺负我。好辛苦啊！！

想要上载歌曲到imeem，可是连imeem的网页也上不了。啊啊啊烦死了，真是气到脑充血。。

就业实习也是好气人。天天都在无意中犯下好多的小错误。。

从早忙到晚，到了晚上心情就不知不觉地变了，会开始想起好多有的没的无聊事情，整个人就会越来越低落，就像掉入一个无底洞，掉入了就好难爬出来。。

...

2008-03-25T23:25:00.001+08:00

Sometimes when you feels like fuck. You really do. No denial

Something to ponder..

2008-03-25T22:46:00.003+08:00

I know alot people. People that are not in my world, some are close friends, some met only once. But they are on a totally different level then I am. More superior then me. Thats how life is suppose to be is it? I will not try and follow them tho, but instead live my own inferior life.. haha..

Pay day today. Received only a week's salary tho. Too little to spent on anything, shall save it instead. Life has been terrible. Man, give me a break

and to Carmen my dearest friend. Enjoy your Hong Kong trip. Bon Voyage!

Cheer up everyone

2008-03-18T23:16:00.004+08:00

People get depressed when their results are not up to their own standard.. Me, you, they, we. All of us will feel the same thing.

blah too long never update don't know what to say. Attachment is killer, so tired everyday after work reach home don't even have time to relax then sleep liao.. haha..

pooooot

2008-02-24T00:21:00.002+08:00

we complain when we've got many things to do. We complain when we've got nothing to do.. terrible. thats me..

attachment is studying on monday @ biopolis, any kind and free people who is free can find me to go eat lunch together, cos I will be the only one there attachment.. haiz

people seems to know what they are going to do in their life, what are they after.. for me im still roaming around having no hope and ambition, or perhaps ambitions that are too hard to achieve.. ahh go and die waileong -__-

lone ranger..

2008-02-13T22:24:00.002+08:00

My Toilet

2008-02-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

I like my house toilet.

It is the only place where I can be alone and think about things I have done. A good place for reflection. A place to hide from everyone in the world with no one watching me (except if there are spy cams *ha*)

Good night and Happy Lunar New Year again ^^

Happy Lunar New Year

2008-02-07T03:50:00.000+08:00

The feeling of learning new things about life and people everyday is good and exciting. Helps you to see more about this world, and the living things that inhibit this ecology.

Today is Lunar New Year, a quite different one from past few years, beacuse I didn't see the celebs counting down on TV, didn't do any happy new year greeting, because I was eye stuck to my laptop, haha what a waste.

Day 1 is here, many more to go! Happy ang bao collecting and yummy food tasting everybody!

singapore maybe small but its still hard to find someone..

exams and cny are making me to be lacking sleep hours. now my eyes are blood vessels filled and swollen. omg and my skin is damn dry x.x

Memories..

2008-02-06T17:49:00.001+08:00

While packing up the room for Chinese New Year, I found a very interesting card :D

This is the front, with a very cute jigsaw puzzle piece (:

This is the back (:

This is what it says:
"heh... really wanna thank you for this friendship u've given me. Plus all your lame jokes (spiderman) and company. It never fails to cheer me up! Though only know you fer 2 years, I really treasure this friendship and hopefully, you will treasure it as much as I do. Kam8teh worh! All the best fer your future and in whatever you do. keep in touch (:
Yourfriend,
Carmen
131105
00:09"

carmen got very nice handwriting! (:

Life is like Jigsaw Puzzle ...

it will never be completed without You

zzz

2008-02-01T01:11:00.001+08:00

Feeling like shit now..
Don't know whats happening, super hungry also.
And I don't feel like going to attachment at IBN. damn, lets hope the attachment will be good one for me, and I don't cock up.

haiz. fuck lah

my life is not only full of choices and fear, it is full of shit also -_____-

真他妈的衰。。

I twisted my right hand wrist, omg lah my dominant hand can.. tomorrow got test somemore, lucky not serious..been 'twisted' for 1 week liao. and I just hit my leg on the bed leg, how dumb of me always like that..

Damn you wai leong _l_

他妈的

2008-01-28T17:42:00.000+08:00

Today is super duper fucked up day.
Heard from jialiang CLT to C/LTA is 400 points, and found out its true.. Ok I wasted 3 months to wait for my rank, which I think is screwed. No more hope liao, wish they can reduce the points

Went to Biopolis for interview, is super bad until cannot bad anymore until I feel so depress when I leave the building, but nevertheless I still got in, and learn quite alot of things.... neh neh.

den so angry decided to take taxi home. den i spent like fucking $8.20 on the taxi hor. i want to walk abit den go home mah, so i tell the stupid taxi driver to stop at an earlier bus-stop, which is not very early also, cos walk like 2 minute can reach my house liao, is no need to turn in. save time. FUCK U KNOW WHAT THE FUCKING UNCLE SAY?

"ah boy haven peak hour charge yet lah. the metre don't run according to your previous money one is see the amount increase when 5 pm.."

CHEEBYE SAY UNTIL LIKE I NO MONEY PAY HIM LIDDAT???? I IS ONLY WANT TO WALK HOME ABIT WHAT, EXERCISE GOOD FOR HEALTH OK? NEH NEH SAY UNTIL I LIKE FUCKING CHEAPO LIDDAT...

Uncle! 你老子我他妈的什么都没有，就是有钱。

and guess what, now my internet explorer cannot acess blogger, need to use damn Mozilla Firefox. omg lah and I realise Firefox cannot read my blog page D:

not good

2008-01-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

very 后悔 now, dunno why. Everything in my life are regrets, haiz.

Nothing seems to go well, lets hope the 'good luck for snakes for year 2008' will come soon. sometimes i wish things would go differently. haha.

always hoped for that.

yea one thing i forgotten is that. last week wednesday, the day before Ngee Ann Open House, the class had the CCT for BioStat, a computerize test. Everyone says that its hard throughout the whole course, but somehow waileong got full marks for the test. miracle huh, 希望奇迹会一直出现吧。haiz..

you are one step closer to the iPod.. hehe

2008-01-19T20:24:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day for Ngee Ann Open House, and my last day of duty. School will be coming back liao. As usual, was on duty for guided tour around LSCT. yup, Brought 2 groups of people only, all girls also. Don't know why, this year tour is like so much longer. 2 groups per 2.5hours.

Brought them around the campus, doing WHODUNIT? and went for Goldfish Spawning duty at 3.40pm. halfway throughout the duty @ goldfish spawning, I heard people screaming "waileong people looking for you" then I turn around, haha guess who were looking for me.

Its the three girls I brought around LSCT for my last group. They were looking for me to take photo with me o.o

shiok sia got people wan to take picture with ugly me, i ask them why want take picture with me then they say keep as souvenir. haha. But i nvr pass them my camera phone therefore the picture is with them only. Think cannot get the photo liao cos I also dunno their name and have no contact with them. HaHa.

If any of the three girls saw this, please sent me the photo ok? =x

ok open house ended, back to studies and exams x.x

#500

2008-01-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

Today is Ngee Ann Polytechnic open house 2008.
as usual, went to help out for LSCT. this year open house is very different for me. cos I'm super busy =x

First I was playing dead. HAHA Mr X.

Next I'm playing death. HAHA Mr Grim Reaper. (with wrong pants and shoes)

people are like so scared of me, but still takes picture with me hehe. felt like a 大明星.

And tomorrow got no duty, BUT SPOP Contestants are coming down !!! and The SuperStars are coming to sing sing. Aww cant see cute girl 01

noooooo

2008-01-16T00:26:00.000+08:00

alot thing gonna happen in school open house thurs to sat.

cute girl 01 is coming down to school!!

but fuck I got duty thurs to sat..

man..

shiok

2008-01-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

enough of sad things, went for IBN biopolis interview for my IAP today. In my sick condition.

felt that I did badly. but guess what, when I reach home I saw this email.

============================================================
Dear Wai Leong,

We are pleased to inform you that you have been shortlisted for the final interview.

We will contact you once more details are confirmed.

Thank you.
============================================================

haha

another dead...sad

2008-01-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

Local Comedian, MC King (蓝顉嘻) is dead. I know this had happened quite long ago, but since I was having food poisoning, I wasn't able to blog. But now, I'm ok already.

MC King is one of the funniest mediacorp artist I have seen on TV for many years since the time when I was still young. It is a tragic to see that he's dead now.

Maybe we should start planning for our future now before we just step into heaven so suddenly like him. haiz.

Local Comedian, MC King (蓝顉嘻)

I think he is one of the 百变 "comedian" in singapore, he can act and host tv shows to radio shows, really a wonderful guy.. Its a pity that he is just gone liddat.

emo

2008-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

i shall be emo and lonely one last time.

happy new year lonely larry =(

spent morning at school for lesson, night at home emoing..
haiz

ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ

song boh

2007-12-31T09:23:00.000+08:00

song boh,

i fell down on my knee on the last day of 2007. shiok

now my knee is swollen and red and blue and black ＿I￣lo

ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ

2007-12-29T16:29:00.000+08:00

I'm going crazy > ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ

Sick girl

2007-12-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

YIXUAN !!

if you see this, please take care of your health!

Don't keep falling sick

be like me!! not sick for the year 2007 :D

Take care!!

terrible

2007-12-22T00:07:00.001+08:00

super sian now.
terrible days.

and grats i just covered my music in the previous post D:

not again

2007-12-21T00:24:00.000+08:00

:D
how I wish i could show this;

but now it will be D:

this is the end of first week of holidays.
more bbq tmr, and NCC, haiz

what is wrong?

alcoholic

2007-12-17T00:24:00.000+08:00

went to BBSS BBQ in the afternoon, reach at ECP area E, walked 1 hour to area G, ate some stuff, found that the BBQ is quite boring. Quite little people came, some known some unknown to me. blah blah. play cards, eat eat eat..

anyway, since it was too bored, we suggested to go to the pub. to get some drinks, but we dragged til very late til around 8.30 pm. we walked out of the BBQ pit to take taxi. spent a long time trying to get 1 and in the end, we ended up calling for one..

went to Eski Bar, in our shorts and tee shirts, haha.. My first time to Eski Bar. and they were showing Man U vs Liverpool. haha..was with weisheng casper & jane. got Margarita, think jane's drink was the nicest, haha. drink and play lame game. 终极密码 Eski version. The rules are simple, 2 rounds will be played, the losers of these 2 rounds will have to go into the sub zero degree room in the Eski Bar for 1 minute (we are wearing tee shirts shorts and slippers), and take a video of stupid acts inside, lol.

lose 1 time only, heng, it was damn cold inside. anyway played for a while, and jane has to go home, cos its too late, not safe for girls =)

so we took a last round in the Eski sub zero degree room, haha. took photos, and was basically shaking throughout the whole time inside the room, haha.. and went home after that. damn tired ):

unlimited supply of heineken and liquor... shiok

trying to be cool, by showing that we can strip in this sub zero room, not cold...

yes we are not afraid of the coldness. and larry needs to go excerise, he is too freaking fat..look at his tummy ):

argh... larry sucks D: bye

no

2007-12-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

nothing to say. nothing to think.
sucky
nightmares everynight

The larry Operon: Inducible system

2007-12-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

Exam present:
Exam binds to larry repressor, cause a conformational change in mood of larry, larry become stressed, unable to function well.
Explode!!!

Exam not present:
Exam binding to larry is removed, larry binds back to holiday operator, holiday gene is expressed.

haha MoBio is a disaster, plus I haven started on INAC, die man larry. die...

dead?

2007-12-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

i am almost done, just need to memorize the properties of each of the amino acids tomorrow.

i am already 3/4 done on my biochem Common Test for tmr (:

lets hope i can do well >.<

#?? lost count

2007-12-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

i am really no made for studying.

i spent 3 days studying 1 chapter, cos i slacked too much. damn...

common test in 2 days time. die waileong

no body's home

2007-12-02T01:59:00.000+08:00

there are days when i will fall asleep once my head hits the bed, and there are day when i can hardly sleep. today seems to be the latter one.

seems to be many things happening, and im trying to escape from everything. everytime i look back in the past, there will sure be a certain thing that makes me feels like shit. and i will be trying to escape from them. i don't even know why im escaping, even tho there is no one that knows it, and im the only one in this world that knows it.
sometimes i think the brain is too useful to be loved. i really wish everything will just be simple and not as fake as what it is now..just hope that everyone will have the same routine and do the same things... too civilised is also a bad thing huh?

i don't like looking back, but i have no choice. even a strongest person will look back once in a while, just when he is lying on his bed.
is it true that a person lying on the bed and trying to sleep in the middle of the night is most vulnerable?

i tried my best to change, but is it really so hard to change a person's personality? or are we being played by life, even tho we are supposed to be the one to play life?

i remember saying this sometime back. ' if you ask me what is happening, i will say i don't know'
cos i really don't know what the hell is going on with me. if i knew everything, i wouldn't have exist at all. thinking again, its really good that i didn't exist, isnt it? if i really didn't exist, there will one lesser people to be hated, one lesser people to irritate people, and one lesser people to destroy the earth by being a wussy pussy...

what i need is a pat on the shoulder and people telling me that what im doing is alright, maybe someone that can push me on instead of stepping me down. maybe no body knows me, but i really didnt allows others to know me, have i?

some of you might think that this post is bullcrap, thinking why should one be emo-ing over in the blog, and the some of you might have even experienced, what you should do is to help, and not to think that you are good just because you have gone over it... no body's reading this anyway, if you don't like this, ass off..

yes im paranoid.

i don't mind not being alive at all...

im still a clown

#484; its too late?

2007-11-28T17:28:00.000+08:00

is it really too late to regret now?

i don't know?? damn. maybe its time to wake up...

wake up please larry. zzz

larry-pupu is going to 发奋图强，and study hard.

people please do him a favour, if you see him please ask him to study hard, and don't slack!